I want to, but I…

I wanted a guy to fall head over heels for me forever and ever,

I learnt to fall and get back after every mistake, so I got no time!

I wanted someone to serenade with a love song every day,

I started writing my own poems and songs to love myself!

I yearned to be taken to places for a dream come true,

I learnt to drop myself  into dreams and jump back to reality.

I thought of sharing my thoughts will ease some pain,

I learnt nothing goes away that it just gets smaller never farther.

I thought a guy would pamper and shower with love and care,

I started to care for myself  no matter how much it is every time!

Wish there is always a ground to fall back when I am in fear,

Rather I kept firm myself breaking the fall killing the fear.

No matter what Its only I who does everything for me

Not a knight in shining armor who refuses to come out of the dream

Or a Charming prince hidden in my stories within the shadows!